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:: art

Calling it "art" is rather subjective, ne?

Regardless, that's what it is. Below is my handiwork, organized and catagorized for your convenience into neat little windows for you to look at. Also, for the first time ever on The Loft, I've posted giftart and art trades I've been given over the years. Kudos to all who've done nice art for me! ^_^

One, two, three, it's showtime!


:: sketches
Dark Chris Walking - Rising up from the mists of...something...comes the synthetic lifeform otherwise known as Christopher Alexander Kessoku
Faces - A quick side-by-side sketch I did some time ago, a realistic (?) portrait of myself with an anime style portrait. Notice anime-Matt has longer hair...heh ^^
Matt and Sharon - One of my first attempts at realism, this was *originally* going to be part of a birthday present for my girlfriend Sharon, but it didn't turn out as well as I had wanted it to.
"Habit-Forming" - those who read Megatokyo will attest that Fred's art can at times be "habit-forming", so why not have Piro wear a shirt that declairs himself so? ^^; I hope he doesn't mind it.
After a Workout - Quick sketch I did after lifting weights one day, practicing drawing by eye. Well, drawing by reflection at least.
The Spring Dance - Yeah, I wish I could take her to prom with me. *sighs* Kinda lonely going all by yourself, know what I mean?
Sleepy - Hachiro and Kampu from Neo Genesis Evangelion: The Empty Dream, a fanfic a friend of mine has written. This drawing was done at her request, and besides...they're cute. Do you have a problem with that? No? Good! ^^;
Borne on Wings of Steel - Inspired by the song of the same name by Kansas, this is an example of drawing based on an idea inspired by a song. Chris Kessoku and his starship Zarya are featured, both from my manga Falling Sunrise.
Brand New Portrait - Latest attempt at realism, much better than previous ones in my opinnion. Sharon just looks so pretty *__*
Road Rage: 1 and 2 - two drawings done for my report on road rage for school. And who better to exemplify aggressive driving than everyones' favorite raging, bitter, angry ex-Soviet spy, Comrade M?
Floating Girl - Don't ask how I managed to draw her hair. I honestly don't know. Random type drawing done while bored.
Mechanic Type Guy - No, his name is not Cid. Though it very well could be. Another random boredom-induced drawing.
Introspection - My art seems to have gone off the deep end as of late. I don't know why. Yes, this is two of the same person. Too much of the last two episodes of Evangelion for me, I suppose. *shrugs*
Living Dead Girl - Inspired by the Rob Zombie song and the kick-ass video that ties it to Lain. *__* I love that video.
Catgirl M - Me as a catgirl. What more do you want?
Bacon Jemima Forever! - Your favorite psycho swordsman, posin' with style with his chibi-form.
Girly Cloud Strife - No wonder there's so many Cloud x Sephiroth fanfics out there...with a guy who looks this freakin' girly, what do you expect?
Evangelion RPG...in chibi! - Kitajima Zach, Samishii Kokoro, and Nagisa Hirameki of the Evangelion RPG. An interesting bunch, yes. ^^
Magic Cat(boy) Piro! - Done after reading Dom's most recent filler strip on Megatokyo. Care to take that back now Dom?
Massuroth! - Myself as Sephiroth. Evil and angst are an interesting mix, let me tell you...
A One Winged Angel - I'm not quite what you may think I am...
Catboy Matthew - My rendition on Sharon's catboy form of me. Just to balance things out after the Catgirl M picture, ya know?
Losing My Religion - Drawn at wit's end, hence the title inspired by REM's song. Drawing one's insanity can be great therapy for oneself, and inspire lovely art...
Wing Slash - Drawn while very angry at my friends, I calmed down...but not before drawing Safer Massuroth about to rip Manda, Chris, and Jennifer in half with his wing
Life's a Beach with Johan and Chris - Everyone's favorite pair of lunatics took a little trip to the beach when I did. >^^;< Let's just say that boogie-boarding when one weighs very little is not the best of ideas.
He oughta be sedated... - Let's just say that the over-comercialization of the events of September 11th, 2001 is starting to irritate me. And what better way to express such feelings than via our ever-loveable ex-Soviet spy, Alexi Constantinov?
Matthew Adair and Sharon Gauthier - My latest attempt at a more realistic portrait of us. Not to shabby I think, I'm slowly getting closer...it is very beautiful though, regardless of how acurate a portrait it us. =^^;=
Sharon and Matt/Trinity and Neo - You have to admit, I make one bad looking Neo, don't I? My ever-so-sweet Sharon and myself cosplaying the aforementioned characters from The Matrix.
Ayne Ti'Akaineko - Portrait of my Furcadia character. And yes, before anyone asks, the clothing and the scar were inspired by my watching the first Rurouni Kenshin OAV. I thought it made sense, given Ayne's character...
Ayne and Ki-chan, outside - A image of a sweet scene that played out one day of playing Furcadia, after Johan introduced Ayne to Kisare. Sometimes it's so hard to seperate Ayne's feelings from my own, so drawing them helps me express what Ayne cannot, due to his being a fictional character.
Shiro, Torn Apart - Sharon's character, Shironu Akaineko. Her character has been slowly watching her world break down around her, having her heart broken at various times by her mate, her "brother" (who is played by my self...we play brother and sister at her request, wanting to keep real life and game seperated in both directions), ones she saw as friends...so many lies to tear one apart...
"Ayne-gsting" - I can't seem to help but write characters who see the world through such dark eyes...partly due to the fact that my own vision is tinted in such a way at times. No matter what those close to him- Johan and Shiro especially- tell him, he can not help but feel that he is a shame on Shiro's family. The paranoia of the fact that Shiro, his sister, might find out that Ayne is gay, drove his soul down deeper and deeper for the longest time...hence, Linkin Park's "Papercut" seemed rather fitting.
Ayne - The Real Folk Blues - A lot of Ayne Ti'Akaineko pics are inspired by music. I'm quite the musical person, so it only seems fitting that this would reflect upon the worlds inside my mind. Ayne's scar bleeds- a sign that his character is feeling some form of emotional pain (in this case, detachment and long-time seperaton from Red-chan)- as he howls lowly, while Mia Yamane's The Real Folk Blues tries to find some optimism, only to ultimately fail.
Ayne - Pieces - The deranged, Battousai-like aspect to Ayne's character is interesting to toy with while role playing. What seems like such a peaceful, gentle being carries a more viscious side that lingers just below the surface, showing itself when the time is ripe with hatred. Insane Ayne is cruely and grossly violent, and yet this violence is at the same time a reaction of a desire of revenge- of wanting justice for those who close to him who have been harmed. Ayne is, in his own way, the ultimate statement of the evil of revenge- being the beings of passion that we are, it is not our place to judge and punish another life.
Ayne and Red - Blurry - Puddle of Mud's song seems apt for Ayne and Red- Ayne's mind, bent so out of focus by hate and the arts of destruction and combat, that he cannot comprehend what he's seeing in front of him- someone who genuinely seems to love him, but at the same time, his heart leaps at the chance of having another heart it can rest upon. Red-chan is to Ayne as Sharon is to me- they are their lover's heart, soul, and quite possible their only reason to continue to exist at times. They provide the sense of humanity and love that the other feels that they themselves lack.

:: cg
"It's Been Awhile" - CG done to Staind's It's Been Awhile. Nice, dark, moody picture of Chris. You have been warned.
Old Cel of Chris - Title says it all. Revised version of one of my first cel colorings, after receiveing tips from Kristen "Merekat" Perry ^o^
Falling Sunrise Poster - poster designed for Falling Sunrise...ugghh, I hate that CG of Chris at the bottom >.<
Beserk! - Nice action pose of Tamashii Akai from Shinsedai Evangelion, even if it has many things wrong with the figure.
"Breathing" - (shounen-ai?) poster for a...story...I was working on called Beneath Angel's Wings, set to the Lifehouse song of the same name.
Ph33r the L4nc3 - Very angular looking Chris with a mean looking (well, I think it is) Lance of Longinus.
Kampu and Hachiro #1 - (shounen-ai?) Mehhh, I don't like the lineart OR the coloring for this one. I desperately need to redo it one day, as it's a nice idea for a picture, it just didn't come out well.
Kampu and Hachiro #2 - (shounen-ai?) They are cuter than j00. ^o^ I wanted to try and draw something cute a while back, and what pops into my mind? Heheh, you do have to admit, it does have the power to make you go "awwwww!" (at least girls seem to think so)
J. Random Character - Inspired by Vash the Stampede from Trigun, this wanderer is a character who I want to contribute to a story but may never get a chance to, Pity...
The New Comrade M - Actually, based on an old interpretation of Comrade M by another manga-ka on the Megatokyo forum. I just liked his version and so, I tweaked Alexi's design a little.
Matt and Sharon/Cloud and Tifa - Errr...lets just say there is a thing as too much Final Fantasy 7. Myself and Sharon cosplaying...or trying to...as Cloud and Tifa.
AJ Lee and Brian Malachy - Two characters in my now-dead comic Apocrypha, I just love how AJ turned out. Ph33r his l33t posing skillz! XD
Bacon Jemima! - my bizare, insane, neurotic, childish, seeming completely unstable nut with a massive sword of a character from when I played in the Sorcerer Hunters RPG. Bacon was hella fun to play, let me tell you.
Tamashii Akai - The guitar playing pilot of Evangelion Unit 19, part of the mysterious Triad, and the one of the unknowing heros of Shinsedai Evangelion.
Mikomi Hachiro - Kampu's love and the pilot of Evangelion Unit 10 in Manda Turner's Neo Genesis Evangelion: The Empty Dream. It's been commented that in some pictures he looks like Harry Potter...?
Chris Kessoku - The mascot of this site, human-built angel, and otherwise neurotic synthetic human, Chris is a walking basketcase. But he has cool wings though. ^^;
Yasuragi - Boasting an ego far bigger than he is, Yasuragi often gets himself into trouble with his big mouth and smart-ass attitude towards...well...everything.
Happy Valentines! - (shounen-ai) Be like Hachiro and Kampu and show a loved one how much you care. ^///^
Beneath Angel's Wings cover/poster - a poster for quite possibly the craziest little yaoi story ever written. I mean, c'mon....you don't see yaoi with a complete pervert and a psycho angst machine of love and hate everyday, do you? Didn't think so.
Darkly Dreaming - You know you've gone off the deep end when Megatokyo characters appear in your nightmares. Miho/Darkly Cute of Megatokyo, dressed as she appeared to me, as well as her words to me after a sudden act of violence on my part. *shivers*

:: gifts
Tamshii Akai - By Hirameki, one of the first drawings of Akai actually ^^
Sad Chris - Part of an art trade with a friend of mine, she did this nice picture of a sad-looking Chris. It's one of my favorites, actually ^^
Sakura Cosplay - by Sharon, it's her and as as Sakura and Yue from Card Captor Sakura. I have wingsss~~~ *__*
Comrade M-chan - Looks like someone fell into the Fountain of the Drowned Girl. ^^; Hirameki's cute version of a female Comrade M.
Chibi M - Sqawk! ^O^ Eat the Chibi! (alas, I have forgotten the name of person who did this for me! ;_; )
Chris - Kristal's version of Chris, just hanging around.
Comrade M - Masayume's portrait of our favorite ex-spy. Dig the Gattaca sunglasses, comrade.
Chris Kessoku - Chaos Saber's version of my long-haired freak of nature. Another of my all-time favorites.
Gone Capitalist! - GASP! Alexi "Comrade M" Constantinov gave up on the Revolution! Phoenix Azul's response to my protests of not being a communist.
Comrade M, Setting the Tone - Serajadeyn's drawing of Comrade M. Sets the tone for something angsty or somesuch, doesn't it?
Refrain Poster - by Manda Turner, a little poster of Akai and the NERV crest for Shinsedai Evangelion: Refrain.
Matt, Girl-type - I once complained, during the Megatokyo Art Forum's "Gender Blender" wackiness, that I could not draw a sexi gender-bent version of myself. This was Miruku Mao Li's response to that.
Pretty Combat Communist Comrade M! - Ph33r the p1nk0 in the fuku. ^^; Drawing by Kristal of Project Fanboy.
Saria and Link / Asuka and Shinji - cosplay drawings by Sharon-chan, with us as Saria and Link from the Legend of Zelda series, and then as Asuka and Shinji from Evangelion.
Watermelon - I don't have the heart to tell her I'm not a big fan of watermelons... ^^;;; Lookin' Badass - I also forgot who did this one, and that annoys me to no end, as it really kicks ass. Check out Alexi with the crazy hair and the AK-47. Pitty I can't use this for a book cover, ahh well.
Chris, all alone - Sad boy on rock. ^^; Neo-kun's drawing of Chris Kessoku, CGed with soft colors.
United and Mighty - Alexi Constantinov, as rendered by Lolion-san. One of my very first gifts actually, this used to be hanging in my room till I moved upstairs.
*Bridesmaid* Massu? - Yup, bridesmaid. Hira wants me to be her bridesmaid for some other worldly reason. She *is* my friend though, so...how could I say no? ^^;;;
Neko Massu-chan, with stripes - Brian, aka Funky, did this version of Catgirl M. ^_^ I think it's lovely, the stripes are a neat idea. This is probably his first publicly-posted piece of art, actually ^^; I hope he doesn't mind.
Jump...er...not that high. - Daedalus's picture of Hira, himself, and me (I'm the red mage lying flat on his face) after we all took a test to see what Final Fantasy character types we were.
A Moment - Lovely cover-ish thing drawn by Manda for my story ^_^ I'm curious as to where the words down the middle are from though. I should probably ask her, heh.
Sad Boy Alone - More Beneath Angel's Wings fanart, again from Manda; this time of Chris Kessoku. He always looks so sad when people draw him...I've never seen a really happy picture of Chris. Interesting.
Kaji-esque Akai - Another gift pic of Akai by Hira, this time with him looking strangely like Rouji Kaji. Odd.
To Be One With One - Rather...strange...gift of Alexi by Tsunemori. Don't ask about the "I am cute". I'm not even sure I know how to answer that.
Crucify Me - Pyromaniac's lovely drawing of a crucified Chris Kessoku, along with Hirameki as an angel. *_* Pretty....
Cosplay Attack! - Cait Daed (Daedalus) strikes again! Chris Kessoku as Cid, from Final Fantasy 7
Cats at play - One of Sharon's first pictures for me, still as lovely as it was then. *happy sighs*
Always Here, Massu - Words of comfort from my best friend Hira, after a particularly rough day on IRC.